I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m just always so sad. Every fucking day. I have breakdowns more frequently than I should. Every single day has become a war. I just want to cut and die. All the time. Suicide is on my mind 24/7. I’m so stressed about everything. I have no reason to feel this way. I could have it so much worse. I have so much to be thankful for. I have an amazing girlfriend who I wouldn’t trade for the world. She makes me so happy and she treats me like a queen. I have a mother, a father and a brother. I have a roof over my head, food on my plate and clothes on my back. I have every reason to be happy. Why why why do I feel like this? I’m trying so fucking hard. I know that life has so much to offer and I’m looking forward to the future. But when I get in this mindset all I want to do is say goodbye. I don’t want this.
i dont remember like anything from middle school, just fall out boy and trying not to be gay
do not think about your crush in an old sweatshirt with scruffy hair and a sleepy smile ok dont think about them humming to themselves as they make breakfast in this attire ok dont think about how the light hits them as they sit down across from you and eat breakfast ok just dONT